June 2011
10 posts
“The greatest achievement is selflessness.
The greatest worth is self-mastery....”
– Atisha (11th century Tibetan Buddhist master)
Making the decision to commit suicide has actually put me at peace. I don’t feel stressed out and anxious now. Things seem a lot more enjoyable.
My grandparents are leaving next week for vacation. I hope to get a little money, smoke some weed with a few friends, give away a couple of things, and then do it.
Nobody believes you’re going to commit suicide until you actually do it.
The thought of living scares me more than the...
I know I’m horrible at drinking and do stupid things around people. I guess that’s why I prefer to do it alone anyway. At least it stops me from thinking for a little while, which is all I’m looking for. I’m trying to stop buying weed. It doesn’t really help anymore, except that it makes me more easily entertained. It doesn’t always stop me from thinking,...
My method is chosen.
I’ve decided to use a plastic bag filled with helium. It seems like kind-of a lame way to go. I’d almost rather use a gun, but it’s a lot easier to go to the store to buy a party balloon kit than one of those. Plus it would be really messy and at least this way, they can do an open casket funeral.
I feel so horrible to do this to my family.
I wish the last part of Harry Potter...
This is a letter I wrote to some suicide help...
Hello, my name is Harley and I am a 19 year old girl. I have been receiving psychiatric help for depression and ADD since I was 14 after a self-mutilation incident for which I was sent to a mental hospital. I recovered well during high school, but after graduating 2 years ago, I really started to mess up and made plenty of mistakes that I am very ashamed of. I dropped out of college and dated...
If I don’t get help soon, I’ll probably be gone. It’s getting bad. I’m just looking for the opportunity now.
