March 2012
26 posts
Amanda
I can understand why you are so angry with me right now and I will admit forthright that what I did was wrong and I am sorry that you are so hurt by it.
However, there are a few things that I pray you will come to realize and understand.
I hope that you will find the courage to leave this man, no matter how much you may feel that you love and need him. Love should be shown in actions, not...
Amanda, I hope you are okay right now somehow.
I drove around, but I couldn’t find you.
To my friend, Amanda
Hey, I understand why you hate me right now, but please just listen to me one last time to hear my perspective.
Yes, I fucked him. (Please don’t quit reading yet after this paragraph) but I honestly at that moment felt that it was justified because you fucked Jon whom I really care about more than you know.
The next day, I felt horrible. Charles texted me asking me to do it again. I told...
Lord, I feel you in spirit, but are you really...
Please answer me somehow.
Chances are I’ll never be with you, but I refuse to be sad about that. I am incredibly happy just to have you in my life. You give me hope.
He kissed me.
When I arrived at his house, we greeted and were both somewhat shy and awkward for the first little while. As we went out so that he could smoke a cigarette, the subject of relationships casually came up. He said that he just can’t do them right now and doesn’t have the money or the time for a girlfriend, plus he just moved into a new home. I told him that I can’t do...
I may have messaged Dustin, but I did not say anything nearly as horrible as what he said back to me. I simply told him to stay away from me. I am just so uncomfortable with the fact that he is coming and going to places that I go to and talking to people in my life about me.
He has no grounds on which to say the things that he has said. He is just as mentally fucked as I am, actually much more...
Is it strange for me to consider myself equal with all other creatures on this planet and no better? I mean, we all have a common ancestor and we are all here with the same mission, which is to live another day. Our brains may be larger and more complex, but other creatures have evolved in other useful ways and can survive in ways that we never could. How is that really any different? In my...
“By choosing your thoughts, and by selecting which emotional currents you will...”
– Gary Zukav (via heartmindspirit)
Don’t hesitate just because you fear that it will eventually be lost.
Of course it will eventually be lost. Everything comes and goes. Everything lives and dies. That’s just how life works.
Just appreciate the little things as they happen and engrave them into your heart. They will never truly be lost that way.
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I need to find a seed of hope so that I may...
And I need a foundation.
